Security levels of success early. Neat. Strength and relaxation. After starting the process.
You have a lot going for you, but yet you are not happy. You are very discontent. You are to bored and confused to see the good around you or to benefit from the opportunities offered to you. There is so much discontent in you that you are turning your emotions inward. You need to look at your life in a fresh way and reassess your position.